Death must be so beautiful. To lie in the soft brown earth, with the grasses waving above one's head, and listen to silence. To have no yesterday, and no tomorrow. To forget time, to forgive life, to be at peace.

Here's to the woman with a heart of a mother and a soul of a fighter. Nenek, I wish you were here. I wish i was there. I wish things were different. I wish I had the time and chance to tell you how much I love you. I wish I could listen to you tell me my top's too short or too tight, that I shouldn't have colours in my hair cos my hair is perfect naturally, that I should study hard in school and not let anyone bring me down, especially not issues of the heart, and that I should always remember whom we owe it all to- Allah. I wish wishes come true, nenek. Never thought not having you here would hurt so much:(

INSERT BIG SAD SIGH HERE

It must be beautiful over there. I don't know where there is, but i believe it is somewhere, and i hope it's beautiful. My nenek deserves nothing less ♥

I feel the need to tell everybody in the entire universe how blessed I am to have a family like mine. My cousins define amazing. No hold up...they bring amazing to a whole new level! My heart goes out to y'all.

Lets spread love like violenceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~